Some people lose their virginity when they go off to college. For me, it was my libido.
In my late teens I headed off to medical school and learned something that I never thought I needed to learn. That lesson was in human sexual animation. Let me explain: When one starts becoming "educated" in this type of material, an entire different universe opens up regarding the human body. Everything is broken down into tissues and the tissues into cells. It's like learning in chemistry about breaking down elements into protons, neutrons, and electrons. All of a sudden we are immersed in an atomic-microcosmical world that forces us to reconsider and question the current world we live in.
For a man in his late teens, with nothing but sex on his mind, learning intimate details about the human body is an education that you're not sure you want to learn; that is, once you get started. Especially from the sexual point-of-view.
You sort of find yourself, all of a sudden, knee-deep in information that you're not really sure you want to be learning. You learn great things like what kind of bacteria live in the vagina which are responsible for its scent and flavor. You learn that female breasts are made up of mainly adipose tissue - sticky, greasy, yellow, and without the greatest of smells...
Then you get into dissection of the body. Slicing apart a man's pelvis, testicles, and penis is bad enough. Trust me, you can feel it yourself when the scalpel cuts in. However, what is even more horrifying, at least for a man, is to slice open and take a look at the interior of that which you adore and treasure more than anything else in the world - A woman's sexual system. We'd get into dissecting the female pelvis and sort of look at each other with dazed looks, "Is that it"?
Then you get into pap smears and get to meet the "cyclops," in real life, for the first time. That's what we used to call the "os" of the cervix. I don't know how to describe its features without scaring you. You think to yourself, "This is where I want to put my tongue and penis"?
So, then, for me, I lost my libido. When something as great and natural as sex is reduced to bacteria, histological structures, and neurological impulses, sex isn't so "sexy" any longer.
With time, such feelings tend to subside. For me it was when I realized that it is not the "sex" that animates the woman, but it is the woman who animates the "sex."
I finally realized that every woman has such sexual organs and sexy decorations (like breasts, legs, etc.). Men, too, obviously. We - men and women - are all pretty much physically built the same. But it truly is the personality, character, and warmth of the person which makes the rest of their body and spirit come "alive."
When you meet someone like this, their inner luminescence becomes the focus of your attraction and attention. When this happens, you forget all about bacteria, cells, and what-have-you. Such things don't even cross your mind and that's a fantastic feeling!
Have you ever been with a great looking woman or a great looking man? But in this case, this person was arrogant, nasty, greedy, or distrustful? Or maybe it was impossible to please them...?
I'm sure we've all had to deal with people like this at one time or another. And no matter how attractive they might initially seem, they truly become unsightly, simply because of what they really are. It's not worth putting up with their crap, no matter how physically attractive they might appear on the surface. People like this get very "old" and very ugly, very fast.
Of course, this is starting to sound like "The Greatest Cliche Ever Told," but it's the truth. No matter how frivolous they might seem, cliches are cliches because they are based on truth.
Assumably, when I was younger, I was a superficial, one-dimensional, and ignorant man. I still am in many ways...
I have a lot to learn.
In my late teens I headed off to medical school and learned something that I never thought I needed to learn. That lesson was in human sexual animation. Let me explain: When one starts becoming "educated" in this type of material, an entire different universe opens up regarding the human body. Everything is broken down into tissues and the tissues into cells. It's like learning in chemistry about breaking down elements into protons, neutrons, and electrons. All of a sudden we are immersed in an atomic-microcosmical world that forces us to reconsider and question the current world we live in.
For a man in his late teens, with nothing but sex on his mind, learning intimate details about the human body is an education that you're not sure you want to learn; that is, once you get started. Especially from the sexual point-of-view.
You sort of find yourself, all of a sudden, knee-deep in information that you're not really sure you want to be learning. You learn great things like what kind of bacteria live in the vagina which are responsible for its scent and flavor. You learn that female breasts are made up of mainly adipose tissue - sticky, greasy, yellow, and without the greatest of smells...
Then you get into dissection of the body. Slicing apart a man's pelvis, testicles, and penis is bad enough. Trust me, you can feel it yourself when the scalpel cuts in. However, what is even more horrifying, at least for a man, is to slice open and take a look at the interior of that which you adore and treasure more than anything else in the world - A woman's sexual system. We'd get into dissecting the female pelvis and sort of look at each other with dazed looks, "Is that it"?
Then you get into pap smears and get to meet the "cyclops," in real life, for the first time. That's what we used to call the "os" of the cervix. I don't know how to describe its features without scaring you. You think to yourself, "This is where I want to put my tongue and penis"?
So, then, for me, I lost my libido. When something as great and natural as sex is reduced to bacteria, histological structures, and neurological impulses, sex isn't so "sexy" any longer.
With time, such feelings tend to subside. For me it was when I realized that it is not the "sex" that animates the woman, but it is the woman who animates the "sex."
I finally realized that every woman has such sexual organs and sexy decorations (like breasts, legs, etc.). Men, too, obviously. We - men and women - are all pretty much physically built the same. But it truly is the personality, character, and warmth of the person which makes the rest of their body and spirit come "alive."
When you meet someone like this, their inner luminescence becomes the focus of your attraction and attention. When this happens, you forget all about bacteria, cells, and what-have-you. Such things don't even cross your mind and that's a fantastic feeling!
Have you ever been with a great looking woman or a great looking man? But in this case, this person was arrogant, nasty, greedy, or distrustful? Or maybe it was impossible to please them...?
I'm sure we've all had to deal with people like this at one time or another. And no matter how attractive they might initially seem, they truly become unsightly, simply because of what they really are. It's not worth putting up with their crap, no matter how physically attractive they might appear on the surface. People like this get very "old" and very ugly, very fast.
Of course, this is starting to sound like "The Greatest Cliche Ever Told," but it's the truth. No matter how frivolous they might seem, cliches are cliches because they are based on truth.
Assumably, when I was younger, I was a superficial, one-dimensional, and ignorant man. I still am in many ways...
I have a lot to learn.
Kimi Kalfino
Men interested in exploring the boundaries of modern-day sexuality with all of its socialistic shackles and alien restrictions are welcome to broaden their sexual horizons by learning Autofellatio. A guide that will help men with their journey is the book Yogafellatio.
Men interested in exploring the boundaries of modern-day sexuality with all of its socialistic shackles and alien restrictions are welcome to broaden their sexual horizons by learning Autofellatio. A guide that will help men with their journey is the book Yogafellatio.